10:40 p.m. - 2003-09-24
lets play twister oh lets play jax
i wish i were you
or me at your age
you live to live
you dont know anything
i know why being young is the best
there is a vampiric and frankenstinian air to everyone ive ever met
which i guess these illustrations are viruses
which are illustrations of us
and they will suck the life out of you
and they will replicate out of control
im grown
i gathered some splinters
to build my house with
a nightmare like a tornado surrounding outside the ground
a fever became my state of mind
a huge black pupil that is open all of the time
stands alone in the field
of my mind
animals
chariots
half a man
i am in love in my life
in my mind
with a million girls
who i guess are all dead by now
or never ever been born
i shut off my light to forget who i am
where i am and the limbic structure of time
and i only live in the past or future
and i am young or old
and you will be young or old
you will be
anything but this
anything but this
anything but this
anything but this now.
anything but now.
