11:11 p.m. - 2003-10-29
i love you, i love you. i love you.
2002
O2centre: hiiiii
OperativHotPlate: oh my god
O2centre: yes
OperativHotPlate: i need you so much
O2centre: ok!
O2centre: in what capacity?
OperativHotPlate: in my capacity!
OperativHotPlate: ok
O2centre: yes, it is ok
O2centre: you know i need you to, i know you dont think so
OperativHotPlate: well
O2centre: i SWEAR
OperativHotPlate: ok ok
O2centre: god i just watched the worst movie
OperativHotPlate: i went shopping and started crying
O2centre: you didnt find anything you liked?
OperativHotPlate: i hate shopping, its how i feel about life
OperativHotPlate: so many things
OperativHotPlate: but they are all the same
O2centre: THATS HOW I FEEL ABOUT LIFE.
O2centre: fucking carly i can not believe you said that
OperativHotPlate: i want quality
OperativHotPlate: no, but quality doesnt even exist
OperativHotPlate: i dont know what it is
O2centre: it does in material possessions!
OperativHotPlate: and then in the car i said, god
OperativHotPlate: nobody knows me or loves me like matthew WOULD.
O2centre: does.
O2centre: i have an unrelated question.
OperativHotPlate: i think im snapping, like this is what ive been waiting for
O2centre: no no
OperativHotPlate: because im crying
OperativHotPlate: like so much
O2centre: i dont like the idea of 'snapping'
O2centre: i dont believe in it, life is a process
OperativHotPlate: this is a break through
O2centre: good.
O2centre: that i believe in
O2centre: i love your breakthrough
O2centre: and your body and your brain
O2centre: are you with me?
OperativHotPlate: yes
O2centre: tell me more
OperativHotPlate: i think my parents are like every parents
O2centre: hehe
O2centre: i think mine are too
OperativHotPlate: and i think every person is every person
O2centre: thats not a very elitist thought!
OperativHotPlate: i know
O2centre: ive felt dizzy, all day
OperativHotPlate: its just, every persons programing is the same
OperativHotPlate: oh my god me too!!!
OperativHotPlate: i told you that though..
O2centre: you are the cause of me feeling dizzy, i know it
O2centre: i think that it is possible
O2centre: we are only growing more alike, you know
OperativHotPlate: i know
O2centre: my parents are going away for a week tomorrow
OperativHotPlate: before, we werent anything alike
O2centre: hehe
OperativHotPlate: i want to stay with you!
O2centre: aw
O2centre: i want that too
O2centre: it would be a fun week
O2centre: we could go to montreal and pretend we were canadian
OperativHotPlate: hehe
O2centre: and start some projects together
O2centre: im giong to be so bored alone
OperativHotPlate: what projects?
O2centre: film projects and painting projects and some physical project or another
O2centre: hey, do you know how many calories you burn while you sleep?
O2centre: or how many, in general per day?
OperativHotPlate: yes
OperativHotPlate: for you?
OperativHotPlate: for me, 360 while asleep
O2centre: its different for differnet people?
OperativHotPlate: 9 hours
OperativHotPlate: yes
OperativHotPlate: here
O2centre: where
OperativHotPlate: Calorie Calculator
O2centre: wow!!
O2centre: thank you
OperativHotPlate: (Body Mass Index)
OperativHotPlate: oh why is my sister insane?
O2centre: do you read her diary?
OperativHotPlate: no?
O2centre: oh, i do, and that is my conclusion
O2centre: she is just strange.
O2centre: i dont think i know anyone like her
OperativHotPlate: whatever to that
OperativHotPlate: do you think we are all strange?
O2centre: http://nofantasy.diaryland.com/020804_17.html
O2centre: i think you and i are normal
OperativHotPlate: i dont think shes strange, i think shes everything but strange
O2centre: that is a strange entry.
O2centre: i dont know it and i dont understand it.
OperativHotPlate: i do
OperativHotPlate: i cant find any jeans with back pockets anymore
