10:45 a.m. - 2006-05-28
they tell me what they do
who knows me
aint nobody
i think
that bitch finally released all the shit she said she was going to
way after the fact
i could just rot in all of her shit
she wants me to
i know for sure cause she asked
i dont know
i guess i love you
but im warning you that i feel nothing
at all
when i look at you
hardly
i wish
i hardly wish for anything these days
life is simple
get up eat shit think
do not a thing
dig in that dirt to find some vestigal part of yourself
astrally projected into geomorphological stratum
you know what happened to me
the damndest thing
we built this city on lies and layered delusions
culminating in one big illusion
ill show you my insides
but im telling you theres nothing there
keep digging and peeling
stripping me away
so much false pride and egoself
stripped away
to reveal
absolutely nothing
