11:24 a.m. - 2006-12-02
this is the part of me that needs medication
the flattest and the hottest plane
breeding the flattest hottest people
everything i never wanted special delivery
full of shit i feel sick
from not feeling anything
numb and dumb and full of cum
my mom said
its my fault
and now
its your life
its too hot and you havent done anything in three years
really knowing now
exits to this town
you were as unhappy and scared and high as the rest
until you got sober
and now youre just as bored and unhappy and dumb as ever
spiraling out and back to shit
whence you came
infinity spirals out of creation
we're on the tip of its tongue and it aint sayin
another special delivery from that sublimated memory
twelve years ago
wont go away
its like that dog in your backyard that
wont die
no matter
how much you ignore it
