12:37 am - 2006-12-29
i forget to forgot
lonely judahs
iscariotic
the only ocean i knew
intimately
luna the lunatic
abraded and swollen
a moon onto herself
who showed me that just living is capitulating
to the unrequited devotion of your childhood
venereal venus
with her perverse vanity
learning to attentuate anxiety with a razorblade
how she felt
just to hold
she showed me things i knew before i could speak
my lost fatherless boy
meak and untethered
traveling the maize of his own inconsolable pain
victimized by his own hesitation and unabated cooperation
he isnt the same but he feels the same.
every day showing me
not everything that makes sense
is beautiful
my one
consciously ignorant
and unconditional
showing me the depths of emotional consillience
the heights of spiritual connectivity
my one
who chose to see the world
from the vantage point
of a dog.
